This has been a strange month

Back on October 6th (I think) I hit a deer killing my car and ability to work. Since then it's been a slow yet quick wild yet mild wait to buy a car and get back to work. My car was insured but a lien took all the insurance money. With my bad credit, I am unable to buy a car with a loan. Add to this my older brother owes me a good chunk of change (enough to buy a good used car). All I need to do is wait for him to pay up, but time is running out and I am broke ($19 in the bank as of right now). This has been a hard month and it ain't getting any better any time soon.